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I’m a shipper, so what??!!

Published October 11, 2014 by Syrenka Licorice

You know, it’s kinda hard to live with my addicted to my OTP couple.. especially in my neighborhood.. blame to them! yeah right!..

aku mulai merasakan there’s something wrong with me feeling sekitar beberapa tahun yg lalu, saat my net friend memperkenalkan istilah yaoi a.k.a boy love.. somehow, aku tidak pernah -ulangi tidak pernah- merasa bahwa itu adlah hal yang salah.. justru aku merasa bahwa hal itu so sweet and soo touching!!.. come on, they love is so pure and forbidden that’s why it is soo touching and beautiful!!

and i feel there’s nothing wrong to with that!! it’s not some kind of disease or something.. but sadly, some of people in my family and close friend think that is so disgusting.. that’s why i just can keep silent and enjoy my fujoshi still deep inside of me.

Fujoshi(腐女子?, lit. “rotten girl”) is a self-mockingly pejorative Japanese term for female fans of manga and novels that feature romantic relationships between men. Fujoshi enjoy imagining what it would be like if male characters from manga and anime, and occasionally real-life male performers as well, loved each other.


and thanks to my net friend i met a beautiful heavenly sweetest couple forever YunJae.. and since i met them, i officially turn into a shipper.. a Yunjae shipper.. i proud of that -noted, got it!!

and till now, i always been a royal supporter of yunjae.. my fujoshi’s heart is screaming everytime i read their fanfic guys!!.. i love them!!



meet Kim Jaejoong a.k.a Mrs Jung Jaejoong.. so gorgeous right!!

-the end

thanks for reading my delusional unimportant words



When no one understand you

Published September 30, 2014 by Syrenka Licorice

Its so sad when the person whom you trust the most and believe that she/he will understand and stand beside you when no one will, give up on you and trust someone else.
Its so sad.
I’m your sister! You should’ve trust me!

dare to be different

Published June 23, 2014 by Syrenka Licorice

well, i think i’m gonna make a new fanfiction for my beloved ‘parent’ a.k.a YunJae. i already read a lot of fanfiction and i decide i’m gonna try it. even though i know it’ll be bad but i’m gonna try it.

my workin place right now is so supporting me to takesome time to searching some news and writing in my blog. the place that i rarely visit so here i come..

i hope i can make it 😀


What should i do?

Published February 26, 2014 by Syrenka Licorice

Life is a choice. Everything is about to choose something. Sometimes i am so afraid about my choice. Is it a right thing? I keep repeating again and again. And in the end i should facing my regret. I hate it.

the mask

Published February 12, 2014 by Syrenka Licorice


i feel like i’m wearing a mask n my face..

i’m tired..

i want to put down my mask but i’m afraid..

you’ll leave me

you will hate me

but this is the real me..

me, with my scar

me, with my weakness

will you accept the real me?